I dedicate this playlist to you, blue-eyed artist, who walked out of my life as quickly as you walked in. But this isn't a bitter message, it's thankful. I am grateful for the imprint you have left on my path. Although you walked out of my life without explanation, you did something very special and profound for me. In the brief time I knew you, you made me feel things I never thought I would or could feel again. That is a gift, blue eyes, and you will never even know.
It pains me that you'll never know what could have been. You excited me, and you still do. But I will admit, part of the reason you still get under my skin, even in your absence, is the mystery, the challenge, the unknown. However, I have no regrets, because I tried. You were hard to crack. But you will never know my story. The story I wanted so badly to share with you.
That door is now closed, and that is unfortunate. You walked in and out as quick as that game of Connect Four at Carol's.
Just listen to the songs, and know your impact.
Erlend Øye - A Sudden Rush (Download)
"A sudden rush of expectation...
Initial hint of disappointment...
Another blow of resignation...
Why did you come at all? If it wasn't for me."
The Whitest Boy Alive - Inflation (Download)
"Painless
So easy
You come fast
And leave me."
Bloc Party - The Present (Download)
"I wish I could've given you the lightness
The lightness that you deserve...
And they say time is a healer
And time will look after you
Let it go, let it go, let it go, let it go
Come over."
04 February, 2009
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When I first started to read this story, I thought you were talking about me. And then it got a little deep, it definately confused me. I was like, holy shit, thats a lot of feelings that I totaly didnt pick up on. But after reading about the game of connect four, it clearly wasnt about me. Fool!
ReplyDeleteMiss you Jasmina.
Haha Wolverine. Sorry to get your hopes up. But you know I'll always hold a special place in my heart for Hugh Jackman...
ReplyDeleteAs a matter of fact, I was JUST thinking about you. You put any money on the Super Bowl? I did, I did...and I won! Yay!
You know I did. I hate the Steelers, so Zona was my horse. A couple of benjamins!
ReplyDeleteThis thing you got going here is awsome. Keep up the good work.
And I'd love to run into you in Forest Park again.
Anytime, Wolfie, anytime. By the way, I live in Berwyn now...closer to our old stomping grounds in the hood!
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